Spinning

Haven’t been able to eat lately
Nor have I slept deeply.
I tried to relax,
But I keep a tight grip.
And every night that I,
Talk to myself and wonder.
My friend puts drama on my hands-
That I have to care for.
I love helping out-
Sadly my body is weak in bane.
Sometimes I look at childrens eyes-
Making me smile cause I was once-
Wild as the wind.
Until I had to grow up….
So now there’s responsibility-
Of surviving the twisted reality.
Every fun is spoiled.
No wonder my brain is off-
Ever since I came back to this-
Unfitting place.
I want a new beginning…
Then my head will stop spinning.