I’ve started cutting again. I forgot how much better it makes me feel. I couldn’t deal with it anymore. I decided to ride the bus home today, rather than walking. The bus driver is very nice, but the students are cruel. I’m not handling it well. It’s not goodbye, i’ll try to hold on a little longer. Maybe try to make friends. But right now, my method of coping will be to continue cutting, and writing these. So for now, this is my only post of the day. I’d keep you all updated, but I don’t want to be annoying. So I hope you all have a better day than me. Bye.
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Chris Rice: go light your world
Katy Perry: fireworks
Sometimes the only way you can cope is to cut. I just started cutting again and didn’t even realize, I was that upset. Don’t say goodbye. Your idea to make friends is a good one. This site is a good place to air your feelings and don’t worry about being annoying. We are here.
you too huh? :/
Hey I have a hard time making friends and I have stepped that far into cutting myself I cant seem to find any other solution other than that because it helps. Making friends is hard to come by. At least your holding on and doing these. If you ever need to talk remember you have us.