Nobody.

For a while I was okay.
For a while I felt everything was alright.
I thought I was going to be just fine.
But then I remember you, and my broken heart, and the scars you’re supposed to kiss. I remember i’ll never be good enough for anyone ever again and that you’re never coming back. I remember the laughs, the smiles we shared. Then I realize nothing will ever be the same. I will never find somebody as perfect as you. Nobody will ever want me.
I try to think about what you’d say if you were here. I put myself in your thoughts. You’d say something like, “Everythings okay, just trust me.” but how does that help me anymore. How does it.. Comfort me. It doesn’t. Knowing you’re not here to say those 5 words is the hardest part. I can’t make it alone. But that’s how I am, that’s how I will be for the rest of my life.
Alone.
Nobody will love me.
Nobody will miss me.
Nobody cares.