I’ve been thinking about suicide for a while. I want to do it because i have nothing to live for. My crushes hate me,I get talked about everyday,and when i think about cutting myself,I get scared and i just…..i dont even know. When im thinking about suicide,i think about how happy eveyone will be once im gone. Maybe it’s true,maybe it’s not. i just dont know what to do. i cant do it anymore. i dont deserve to be here. When i get sad,I think about how my life will be once I go to highschool. It’s crazy because I want to be in an abusive relationship. I feel like i need to be abused everyday by someone that i think loves me,but they really don’t. I’m just in the 7th grade and I’m flunking math. I’m stupid,ugly,fat,and annoying. Everyone tells me that i am. My other friends say that I’m not,but i don’t believe them. I just want to be pretty like all of the other girls at school,in magazines,on twitter,tumblr,etc. I just want to have lots of friends,fame,talent,and actually be loved. Should I do it or Should I Not Do It?
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I dunno, you’re still young, I guess I’d say give life a chance first. I’m 19 and I still feel like a child. I hate being an adult. While I was a teenager I thought being young was horrible and being an adult was so much easier…now that I’m at that point I hate it.
Thanks,,but I’ve just given up on life.
I wouldn’t try suicide if you’re scared of cutting. Too much of a chance of failure.
Don’t start cutting if you are scared. If you are scared of that then maybe you don’t really want to die? I don’t know just a suggestion? I don’t think you should though. But then again I am a hypocrite so I’m very sorry.
Yeah, that’s what I meant. It just came out funny.
You’re not going to do it. For a person to actually commit suicide means eternal clarity. You are going through an awkward phase and you are confused. If suicide comes to mind and you think of it as scary or that you could regret trying it. Don’t think about it.
I believe life is meaningless no matter who you are, however you are not ready. Talk to your friends and be grateful that you have some. Maths and crushes may seem like the most important thing right now but they’re not. And who cares if you are into a little S&M, each to their own.