I can imagine the wind in my face, as I leap off the bridge. Into the river, no one would ever find me.
I mean nobody cares, I’m the girl who everyone thinks is nicee and funny, but I’m always the second fiddlee.
I have no self-confidence anymore. Whatever I’m good at, I know someones better. No matter if people say I’m pretty, I think I’m ugly. I feel like I’m so stupid. No one notices me, so why the fuck should I keep trying so hard.
Im going to die anyway, why not now? Everything is so pointless, I just don’t care anymore.
There’s still hope though, I think.
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There’s hope believe me. I don’t even know you, but I care because I know how it feels. And all I want is to have someone that I can relate to. I know what you’re going through… You’re not alone. Stay strong <3
Bridge isn’t recommended by the way. It’s easy to get caught or rescued. The you end up paying the price for all those that rescued you and the hospital and the extras… Yeah not pretty, not pretty at all.
There is always hope. If no one else care we care. You are pretty not from the outside but from the inside because you are so self- sacraficing, you are so kind so thoughful and i can just tell this much from what you have wrote.
There is always hope and there is always a way. You just have to get out there and find it.
Everything in life is a choice….if you don’t want to like yourself & believe that’s all there is, then that’s the truth for you and no one can tell you different…but why not choose something that’s in service of you feeling good about. You can’t prove anything you said is true, so it’s just how you are choosing to see things. You’re #1…period. You don’t have to compare yourself to anyone cause you’re unique, there isn’t another soul in the world like you & that is something to be positive about, but it’s an attitude you have to practice…if you can practice not believing you’re worthy, you can practice good feeling thoughts that allow you to feel positive and good about yourself. Good luck!