All of my energy is gone. I don’t even have enough to WANT to kill myself let alone do it. I just want to sit here and wait for the glorious day he decides to take my soul. Sometimes I even with there was a school shooting and I got shot, just so people would notice and maybe care. Just so I could leave this world. If anyone wants a listener, I will be here waiting to die. I’m sorry, but I give up.
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Sounds like you’ve already died, my friend.
Now you’re just waiting for your body to get the memo.
i feel like that to at times but just think if you went to school and there was a school shooting and some guy from your class got shot and you never talked 2 him in your life before would you care………. yes you would because humans automatically care about each other even if we don’t know one another. if you have come on this website then you must want help but nobody can help you as much as you can help yourself and you might feel drained but thats not as bad as the feeling everyone who knows you would have if something ever did happen to you so dont just think of yourself but also think of everyone around you and who it might affect b4 you make decisions
You see, I do think about other people, but I have nobody, they only need me when they need something, not to say hey how you doing or hows life. It’s only to benefit themselves. So honestly, i believe that they would get over it. When people ignore you and don’t want to listen to what you have to say, then oh well, they don’t care. Maybe when my body finally gets the memo, maybe, just maybe, they will start to listen.
I’ll listen. Talk to me, I want to help. devinbelver@yahoo.com