Dear God,
have you heard my prayers to leave? or have you forsaken me? i need you. i have failed so much in life and now i am failing in death… i cannot leave on my own…. i cannot leave without your help…  you have helped me before… won’t you help me again? one last time…
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If you still believe in God he may be trying to give you a message. You earn what you get therefore you to try so that you can get the help that you deserve.
There’s an old saying … which I’m sure you, being a “veryoldperson”, have heard … “The lord helps those who help themselves”.
the reason for this is because it’s a great cover for the fact that there is no god … and thus cannot hear let alone, “help’ you.
If you believe in god … believe fully and trust that if he does not answer your request it’s because he has greater plans for you and your “answer” is in his silence.
lone dawg