I am planning on ending it in a couple of days i already have the way im going to do it im writing my letter to my family my family has always been so mean and cruel to me i am a 29 yr old woman who dropped every thing to take care of my elderly mother who has treated me like shit my sister who was suposed to love me chose to keep me involved with a man who abused me for 10 yrs she gave me no other choice i begged her to let me move in with her my other sister was to busy hating me because the abusive man i was with had sex with her daughter so she didnt care to try and help me out my brother is insane so i had no help from him and my kids who have suddenly started to hate me because i did get the gut to move out and leave there dad any way i met up with a wonderful man who i was talking to for years and my sister told me she hated him and she wasnt going to share me i am alone my kids hate me hell my whole family hates me  my sister told me i have to get rid of my pets that kept me not so sad because my kids are with there dad more than me thats a long story  in order to earn money any way to my point
By Monday i will already be gone ive chose to do it not so messy im taking every pill in the house both mine and my mothers i just cant shake the sadness any more or the hopelessness
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please dont do that life is a wondeful gift dont blow it i know what your going threw i been threw it as well i still go threw it i have no friends to talk to would you be my friend? i would love to have someone to talk to
i fell so alone no one to talk to no one to hangout with all i ever wanted out of life is to be love and have freinds
hey you both dont be sad and you dont kill yourself
My life isnt so good my family is always fighting with me every thing that goes wrong is my fault my kids hate me and give there father more respect than me im just so sick of trying im forced to be alone my sisters hate any man i chose to be with