I accidently cut myself while i was shaving and i couldn’t help but notice how fulfilling it felt to watch that stream of blood pouring down my leg and i swear i could have watched it forever if i didn’t have to get out of the shower. I finally understand what cutter’s mean when they explain how alive you can feel by seeing your own blood. Don’t get me wrong though,i will not start to self harm because of this.
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Its a strange feeeling to find that we in different ways as people relate to others in the most unusual ways, I’m not a cutter, yet found a tribe I belonged to in AA/CA/ and any other anonymous program. Maybe there is a Cutters Anonymous or you could start one !
@ caucajun
They tried to get me to go to gamblers anonymous. You know the first step is to admit that you have a problem, so I did. A problem finding the winners.
Duke reminds me of the quote “I don’t have anger problems, people just need to stop pissing me off”
I never got to like cutting. Maby i did it wrong tho fucking up cutting ones self is rather hard lol. Nd @duke would u ever concider nd picking 3 or 4 horses ur sure are going to win the race then betting on one of the others?