Don’t know what todo next.

I have OCD , anxiety , depression and partial bipolar. I have homicidal and suicidal thoughts , constantly. Im some what of misanthropy. I can’t see any reason to live anymore. Im kinda just dragging myself threw the days. Fake a smile once in awhile. I use to cutt, I crave cutting every second of the day. Its hard to talk to people, because it’s like no one cares. And I honestly don’t know what todo with myself. I wanna fall asleep tonight and not wake up.