I already know where I wish to died and a few ways of how still not determined but all I can think of is how I don’t want my family to hate me. I know they will hurt because if I with drew from them if I let my plans be known in any way they will be pissed. They will give me that stupid speech of how I have so much to look forward to and its not like me and I just need to exercise and lose weight cause I’m so F**ing fat and that I need to take better care of my […]
I have been considering suicide for a while and want to know a way to just get it done so that it will be easier on my friends and family. I’ve looked at all the various methods but I Don’t know the quickest way and I’d rather just get it done and over with. I just need it to be over I can’t live with myself I can’t take it and I really don’t want to mess up and live after this attempt because then I would have to face everyone and I just can’t do it so I have to be successful. Please just […]