Has anyone else realized how much life sucks? There is really nothing else to say about life other than that. Something good happens like someone good comes into your life and then its like life just says f*ck you! you dont deserve that! and rips it right back out of your life! And there always seems to be some a**hole that gets between you and someone you really care about! And people dont even realize what they are doin to you on the inside! Or maybe they realize what they do to me and thats why they do it? i just dont know anymore…
I dont even know where to start… I’v been dealing with depression for about three years now. And each day just seems to be getting harder than the day before. I honestlywould not be here if it werent for a couple of friends that help me get thru. I just want to quit so bad! I think of suicide every day. Some days I almost go thru with it.  I try to hide it as best as I can but some days its just so hard!