Married but completely alone. Â I have nothing. I am so far away from my family and best friends. It’s hard to just end it when you have a kid, but I have thought about running away. No matter what I choose that would bring an end to my pain, people are going to view me as “selfish”. I hate these stupid societal rules about monogamy. If a marriage has gone down the shitter, and one party won’t even try then what is the point? Divorce is not so easy…I’m a fast learner but I have not worked in years. Who will hire me? Can I […]
So what can i really say here that probably hasn’t already been lamented 1,000 times. Regardless, here is my suck ass tale of woe. I’ll keep it short. I’m a woman married to a boring man who is sucking my soul from me. He has been depressed since he sustained a serious injury years ago. His constant pity partying has worn me down, now I am throwing one of my very own. I have tried to be strong. I have resorted to Buddhism to try and see life differently, but Buddha is not helping. Where is the peace? Every time I see my husband and […]