I want to kill myself. I’ve been thinking about it for a while and have carefully considered all the reasons why I shouldn’t do it. But I think I’m ready. It’s just that I don’t think things will get better– and I know that’s what every suicidal person believes, but I’ve really thought about it and I can’t see a way through this. And I don’t want to live with this constant pain anymore. I can’t do it. Yes, overall my life is great and I am able to feel happy, but none of those things matter when on the inside I’m always dying. The […]