I can’t stand to live this way anymore, I want to reach the top of the hill but its like I’m walking in quicksand. Tonight, like many others nights has taken it’s toll on me, mentally and even more physically. I work daily, function properly in a social capacity, but lack love for myself combined with an overactive mind just makes me sink further. I see people I aspire to be like, things I would like to have, goals I want to achieve, but see no possible way to better myself while feeling so alone. I’m embarrassed to walk around with my emotional baggage for everyone to see, but no one cares. It […]
