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good god

by 2oblivion
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for fucks sake or ffs…

I don’t know why I’m such a liar to myself.

miserable few months.

 

one good day, one good day!

and I just think yay.

depression is gone,

and the truth.  no, no it’s not.

it’s in the bathroom it’ll be back soon.

 

I just haven’t felt good in a long time and I felt good yesterday.  then the impending doom of my situation weighed back on my shoulders this morning and a day in bed and no eating ensued.

 

I think I would just like to do something about this,

instead of facing the false hopes of future days.

 

you’re bi-polar buddy.

-2Oblivion

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feeling much better

by 2oblivion
written by 2oblivion

I’m thankful for a place where you can vent about the darkness of the soul,

and the tragic sufferings of life.

 

I am truly thankful for the responses.

I had this idea in my head about how much worse things could get in just one day,

but it works the other was just the same.

 

If you must go know it’s ok,

and if you must stay again know it’s ok.

 

I hope you all have the ability to dream,

and the fortune of friends.

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how to go?

by 2oblivion
written by 2oblivion

I’ve been trying to get myself out of the suicide trend for a few years.  I’m a diagnosed bi-polar, I’ve lived most of my life in poverty, in “a rich country” of Canada.  I’ve done many therapies and tried many drugs, but it’s all quackery.  what’s Quackery you say?  it’s treating the symptoms not the causes.  the causes are attachments to others, lack of stable/gainful income, stable food/roof, and women, god women.  just god awful bitches every where I look.

 

I had an idea in my head that maybe if I could suffer my entire life and be in such darkness the opposite could be true.  […]

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