Hi, i used come here a lot as a teenager to this website, i was hailey_baby not sure if any of you remember me. Depression is dragging me around and knocking me down again. Im 27 now, married and have a decent job. I feel like everyone in my hubands family hates. Me i feel like im waiting around for some girl prettier, smarter or sexier woman to come around and take my husband away. Ive always felt the lowest of the low. Ive always hatedd myself. Its so sad to feel this way.