Today..
Today I decided I would throw away my blade and try and get clean for a friend.
I promised him a long time ago I would stop cutting, I never fulfilled my promise to him.
Today I decided this time I am going to try and stop cutting for him…..again
I am going to try and get better, and not let the crushing thoughts at 2 a.m get to me
I will be clean of self harm scars again
I will try and win this fight, instead of letting it suffocate me
