Id just cut both of my arms they burn its hot theres blood its burning the only reason i did it was becuz of him….he has a party hosted n there girlz who dnt respect a relationship, im scared to Kno what is going on….im crying scared worried paranoid, uploads pics of him n money lik no tht not CUTE n then of bottles n bottles of liquor, it just worries me n i wanna let him kno but then i dnt wanna ruin his night. He pinky promise he wasnt ginna drink o smoke n i hope it stays lik tht
I lik this its lik a virtual diary n ppl wit the same mind cn help u n give u tips
The stories memories thoughts we write no one cn understand it unless they read this blog i find this a way to write n write n understand my pain more
I wonder if i take a stronger bottle will i actually die……what do i gotta do to kill myself, plz god just take me wit u so i wont have to suffer