gay abel

I can do this on my own. I believe in myself. It won’t be easy and I understand that. That’s what it means to break through the wall. It hurts along the way but it’s supposed to. Life isn’t easy. And through this, I’ll start discovering more of who I am… how strong I can be, and when the wave of emotions come where I feel like it’s too overwhelming, I’ll learn how to handle it better. How to manage. My family’s coming closer in the spirit, reaching out more and more, and I feel less isolated.

Everything’s going to be okay. I can do this.

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In your eyes
My neon solstice

And will you take me as I am

I’m both the savior and the damned

In your eyes

Did you really think that innocence would last forever?

Girlfriends and flashing lights

You’ll never be alone

And it’s burning up downtown

But by the time we show, there’ll be nobody around

So I’m just hoping for some consolation

In a fading constellation

That hangs in your soft laughter

And sometimes when I’m layin’ here at night

I remember the same laughter of a girl I knew

when we were young

We’d count out all the summer stars

Laying on the back porch swing in the dark

And oh the way she grew to be an angry woman

We […]