rathernot

The more time goes on the more I question if karma exists.

My happiness has been on a sharp downward trajectory since July. That’s when I decided to leave a stable relationship of 8 years. I had everything…love, loyalty, acceptance, and commitment, but something wasn’t right. My main excuse was disagreements on how to live together, financially, and family wise. After years of arguing, I decided to call it off before we would get married and a divorce would become inevitable. Truthfully I thought I was doing the right thing, but honestly I was also being selfish.
I broke her, I hurt her worse than […]

I’m never sure what’s the right thing to do, or what’s the right thing to say. I believe we all spend so much time not saying how we truly feel, and we do this because we fear consequences, we want to ignore reality, or we truly are uncertain of how we feel. Regardless of what it is, we always hide our true thoughts and feelings. We even do it to ourselves, we change and warp our own reality to base it off an ideal world that we want to believe in but never really exists. But then again what is reality? We live in the […]