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Ahsoko

Okay, here I go. When I was four years old I was facing extreme bullying. And ever since then I knew what depression was. I`ve tried to commit suicide more than thirty six times in my life, and I died three of those times. But now I have been recently diagnosed with severe depression, and sometimes I can`t get out of the bed because I don`t want to.

Happiness

by Ahsoko 11/9/2013

written by Ahsoko

I will write to you this faithful poem, hope and peace are many things so far.

Loving, caring, praying, are the thing joyful in many ways. I see your face telling me these things, so I’ll try to do my best.

When I walk into this room, you are the one who I see, whom seems to smile, even with all the troubles running wild.

Hark the sound of angels singing, hark the sound of God! For he is always there for you and me so shall we sing, so peacefully.

I walked towards you too, seeing your face reminds me of so many thing, the hope you gave […]

11/9/2013 1 comment

Smiles

by Ahsoko 10/31/2013

written by Ahsoko

Okay, I`m nervous, very, very nervous since I don`t think people will read this, but here I go.

Is it clear to you?
My perspective of things.
Is it clear to you?
As it is to me.
Is it clear to you?
The pain I`ve suffered.
Is it clear to you?
My strange everlasting wonder.
What`s wrong with you?
Since I`ve told my story.
What`s wrong with you?
I can see your confusion.
What`s wrong with you?
Why do you run away?
What`s wrong with you?
You stare at me with hate.
What`s wrong with me?
I can`t look at you.
What`s wrong with me?

10/31/2013 4 comments