I don’t want to live anymore, I lost my best friend. Why didn’t I see him hurting?! Why wasn’t I there? He’s gone…he committed suicide .. Im lost without him, I’m lost. There is nothing left of me. We had plans, they vanished. Guys use me. They cheat on me.nim worthless..I have a plan. I cut everyday but I have a plan… So tonight…here I come, I’m done.