Sunday maybe will the day of my next attempt, the most risky and lethal i think, i post a photo here but it was deleted, im thinking of jumping from that tower
Anyone else here feel so blocked with emotions at the point that you want to cry but you can’t?
To be lost is dream with yourself in hell.
Yesterday i went to a park with 2 friends.
I founded a big tank of water in the park, is very big and high, it has stairs to climb and well i climbed, of course the idea of jumping from there haunts me since i get there.
So i think is a bad place or a good so…
Today is just another day, i’m jobless without money and without energy to work, im depressed with threatment, taking paroxetine and biatrix, but not really feeling changes in my mood,ihad 2 intents of suicide and im thinking again on it, i consider myself as a sociopath or somewone with NPD, yes a manipulative person, i fear that if i fail again on another atempt, my mother and the doctors will think i get me in a psychiatric guard or something like that, im fucked up and i deserve it. Not a single piece of love here. Take care
Hi there, i tried to hang myself and almost do it, i did a partial hanging method, tied a rope inside the tube of a closet, sit and in less than a minute i loss my conciousness, the tube fell and my body instanly stand up, i was in shock like, dont understanding why the hell i have a rope in my neck, if the tube where the clothes hang didnt fell, i have died, so fuck up, i will give a try again in a few moments hanging from another place that is more efective, hanging is painfull, but i can tell you that […]