well ive been with this amazin guy for 1 year, 5 months, nd 1 week.. evryday i feel soo grateful for havin him.. nd hez fixed the problems i had wit my family.. he evn helped me thru the pain of the past 15 yrs of physical abuse ive suffered.. nd evrythin is perfect.. my grades culd use a little help.. other than dat, evrythin is perfect. but wen im alone.. all those thoughts of suicide nd alcohol nd drug abuse come rushin thru my head.. nd i feel like im abt to fall over nd jst pass out.. i get light headed nd feel a […]
I was raised to be an honor student.. for all of elementary i was a ummm bookworm.. i was happy wit who i was and i was a bright kid.. i loved my family and all my frends.. but my life jst crashed completely wen i started 6th grade.. i was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and a bipolar disorder.. then 1 day i mouthed off to my mom afterr all da stress i got from da disorders.. nd she screamed out dat i wasnt her daughter.. turns out shez my step mom.. my mom died of cancer wen i was 3 yrs old nd […]