Last year the one girl who loved me so much left me. She was the only one who saw that I could fall in love. She was the only one who made me feel loved in this world. I still love her so much and I think about her every day. These days, the only things I want to do is sleep, cry over her, and think about suicide. I find it hard to focus on everything in the future when I don’t really intend to live through this year. I still see her multiple times a week because of school and she knows […]