I have battled with Suicidal thoughts/attempts since grade school. As I grew up I always thought it would get better….briefly it did ,but last 4 yrs it plagues me …its like a broken record you can not shut off…it goes on..and on….and on…no end in sight….. I have attempted suicide probably a dozen times…pills is actually my “go to” method…I tried slitting my wrist,but in the end im too much of a coward….Obviosuly i havent been successful…apparently I cant kill myself right either…. I havent actually attempted since April 2012 , 5 months after losing my daughter I attempted it was slitting which was more […]