dont even know what to say just drawing a blank its like theres nothing but everything going on in my head. and i cant feel anything anymore no joy no saddness or maybe nothing but saddness. i feel like i cant enjoy anything not food not sex not even getting up during the day. it starts and ends like this. now whenever i think about my past or the people who were in it who arent now. you just learn to accept certain things. never truly understanding love or how it should be. it’s funny almost how many people tell me they love me or […]
