I went to a party and got way too drunk and cheated on my husband… Now he barely talks to me, and neither of us has stopped crying for long. I don’t even know how much longer he’s going to be in my life… This morning I had to catch him as he jumped with the belt tightened around his neck.
I need to die, I deserve to. I’ve caused him so much pain, and I’m not worth it. I’m not worth the air I breathe, I’m such a shit person.