No one notices I’m not me anymore. That my smiles are fake, that my mood has changed. I’ve been so depressed lately that the side of me that I would keep happy and normal has been down. But no one cares. I’m doing and saying things I wouldn’t have before, yet no one sees. Am I that invisible?
I already posted on here, and I’m sorry if I get annoying, but this is the only place where I can let it out where people won’t hurt me. I feel so alone and sad and like no one cares. I’m crying for no reason, sobbing, really. I can’t take it anymore. Every time I try to get help, I’m shut down by others. They don’t say anything other than oh…or something of that sort. I just want to cry and let it all out and have someone hug me and tell me everything’s going to be ok, that will listen. Someone who understands, who […]
I’m…I don’t know what I am. Depressed? Bipolar? According to a medical diagnosis, probably not. I’ve read stories on here that speak of not being able to even get up in the morning, who can’t find the will to do anything. I, however, get up, I go to school, put on a smile, talk to people, act normal. Inside, I’m a complete mess. School is like my own personal hell. I really don’t have friends. I’m so alone and yet surrounded by people. I hate life. I want to die. God, how I just want to end this torture. There are some days I actually […]