Hello all, I think I am writing this more for myself than anything. I feel as if I can’t talk to anyone truthfully about my thoughts and feelings as if I am going to be judged, and judged negatively. Hard to start, what I can say right now is, that after finally seeking help I don’t contemplate suicide as much anymore.
I don’t remember when it all started. It’s not like I tripped over life and ended up in a steam pile of depression, it happened gradually. I do remember though a few times hinting and thinking about suicide, but blew it off as stupid thinking. […]