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anotherfailure

I'm here to help as much as I can. I have problems, and I know you do too. Perhaps, we can help each other out?:) Feel free to talk to me, I, too, need someone to talk to. Add my kik anotherlivingirl, and we can talk about anything

The Trigger

by anotherfailure 7/25/2015

written by anotherfailure

I know on my previous post, I talk about how things started to work out for me. However, as expected, my world has crumbled down again, and I’ve found the trigger. My own father. He doesn’t love me, he is not proud of me, all he does is blaming me and being sarcastic as hell to me. He gives this overwhelming affection to my sister, he talks to her, he shows how much he loves her in front of me.

These past couple days, I felt perfectly fine. Today, I feel like shit. I started crying with no reason again, I have this urge to hurt […]

7/25/2015 3 comments

Guilty

by anotherfailure 7/24/2015

written by anotherfailure

I am so used to of being sad, depressed, etc that it has become my comfort zone. Perhaps it wasn’t that bad back then, you know, sometimes i still be able to feel happy, shut my emotions off but when i turn it on again, BOOM, all the negativity come flooding back it overwhelms me. Then, things got worse. I stopped trying to feel happy. I let myself being sad all the time. Now, that everything is starting to work out for me, I feel guilty. I feel guilty, for I know there are a lot of people out there not feeling the same.

7/24/2015 3 comments

umm.. a little announcement?

by anotherfailure 7/21/2015

written by anotherfailure

Ever since this early year, i have this goal to inspire people and be inspired. I want to help people as many as i can, because i know how it feels like to be helpless. I want to emphatise for them, and it is also strangely a way for me to cope with my problems.

I found this website and i thought, hey this is perfect for me, i can safely tell my insecurities and what a major fucked up i am, and i can support people although they may not notice.

I want to inspire people and clearly that goal has not been reached yet, afterall […]

7/21/2015 2 comments

Floating in between

by anotherfailure 7/20/2015

written by anotherfailure

I am a 16 year old girl (will be 17 in 2 days), and well, what can i say, i am depressed and have suicidal tendencies.

Though i probably have everything, perfect scores, bunch of friends, money, and complete family, i feel this emptiness inside me. Every single day i know and i feel that something is eating away my hope inside me. I dont have the spark in my eyes anymore. I’d cry my eyes out until i fall asleep, i overthink it kills me, and i am highly emotional. I get angry and sad in a matter of seconds.

Perfect scores doesnt mean im happy. […]

7/20/2015 12 comments