I’d be ordering the tools I need to execute my plan… if the balance in my bank account weren’t negative. For now, though, my financial difficulties are an obstacle rather than a motivator… which I kind of like. It feels more appropriate, honestly. Money would be such a stupid thing to die over, and while struggling to make ends meet is certainly an added stressor, I feel there’s some kind of extra legitimacy that comes with needing to wait — even to save up, maybe — to meet the financial requirements of the end.
I’m not sure why. Maybe because it suggests that the course is […]