I hate my life right now. Really really hate it.
The more I try to smooth things over between me and my parents, the more it all gets fucked up.
All of this mental & physical abuse has been going on for the past 20 years but I don’t think I can take it all anymore.
I’m getting weaker, day by day. I might give in to this flood & put myself out of my misery; not right now or maybe I might.
I don’t know, I’m just too weak willed to make any decision on my own but I guess there is always a first time […]