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ARiAOfTheMelancholy

Hey

by ARiAOfTheMelancholy 6/13/2014

written by ARiAOfTheMelancholy

Hey..

Did you know that I cried myself to sleep last night?

Did you know that I sit alone in class?

Did you know that my friends talk behind my back?

Did you know that I fake a smile?

Did you know that I lie when I say I’m alright?

Hey… Hey, mom..

Did you know that thoughts of suicide became an ordinary thing for me?

Did you know that it hurt when you called me fat?

Did you know what I go through at school?

Did you know how much it hurts when I don’t get a higher mark in my tests, and to see the disappointment on everyone’s faces when I fail their […]

6/13/2014 0 comment

“Mom”

by ARiAOfTheMelancholy 4/12/2014

written by ARiAOfTheMelancholy

I feel worthless enough already. My very first day of school, I felt ignored and lonely. This then created an alternate me. One who doesn’t think about herself but others, to feel and be included. They never asked how I was so I knew to keep it in, all these feelings of loneliness and fear. Fear of being wrong, fear of being judged. One wrong step and I crash to the dust. I failed her expectations, so I beat myself down, she did too. As a high achieving person like herself, she expected highly of me. So every night from then on, screams and shouts […]

4/12/2014 0 comment