The world is such an ugly fucken place.
Nothing is getting better, I have lost almost everything I love. 27 years old and I no longer have any desire to go forward, to keep fighting. My mental illness has taken complete control over me. I need help but I can’t seem to find it. countless waiting lists fot doctors that just prescribe without listening. No one ever wants to listen. Things I used to love now seem pointless.  I may have to go soon.