I want to kill my self I am sick of this stupid life but I am thinking about my kids what are they going to do after me killing my self I should be more mature but this is not a life actually I feel it is ke a knife in my back and I am moving according to the mercy of the knife holder I hate you I haaaattte you I am too coward to say so too coward to make any step to divorce I am a negative introvert person fuck me !!!!
I am just sick of people and I feel that I am not able to make friends again and there is no friends in my life only one friend since high school and the rest doesn’t return my calls and we gather once a year I know that every body has a busy life but I am sick of being alone with my family
I am married, have 2kids, working, I just can’t manage any thing in my life I feel like I fell in a big hole that I can’t get out of it and my husband dome times supports me and most of times not, he is a destructive person always want me to do what he wants immediately without thinking we are not getting along these days my life with is always ups and downs we are in down state always argue about every thing (cleaning, washing dishes, doing laundry, doing homework with my son, my kids hygiene and so many other things) he helps me […]