College is just sinking in, as well as the fact that I have to transfer soon, and there’s homework to do but I can’t bring myself to start or finish anything. Nothing matters anymore. What do any of my goals matters? I keep asking myself, why doesn’t my life matter anymore? Why have I stopped caring? Because life’s too hard and I’m stuck in my comfort zone (chained by fear) without a clue as to who I am. Because nothing’s going to come my way easy, because I’m so pathetically anxious that it’s hard to keep a job so I’m financially screwed unlike other ordinary […]
