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So nobody wastes their time, I’ll summarize right away: my life is pretty great, and I think that’s what is pushing me toward suicide.

Enough about me. A while back I read a news story about a girl in Florida I think. She was popular, smart, good family, gorgeous, etc. She went to a Christmas party, and by all her friends’ accounts she had the time of her life. She left the party early, went home and killed herself.

I’ve never felt so in tune with a suicide story. I understand it perfectly which is funny because her entire circle of family, friends and public opinion was […]

Every few months I come back here to say basically the same thing, wondering who else might feel the same way: I have no complaints in life, but every day I find myself obsessively craving death.

Although I’m not rich, I don’t worry about money. Although I could be more successful in my work, I’ve accomplished plenty in my lifetime. Although I don’t have a girlfriend, I’m good friends with enough smart, caring, attractive females that I never feel lonely. Health is fine. Everything’s fine. And I’m sick of living.

Most people would never understand this, and even here I doubt many would understand. All the posts […]