I used to be one of the most nicest happiest person, until this year. this year everything changed from nicest to meanest from happy to depressed. I try so hard to be nice and happy again but for some reason every little thing that happens to me gets me angry and I just want to burst out in flames. I’ve started cutting but it hurt haha so I stopped, then I tried committing suicide. I’ve started blaming my mother for it. id yell at her call her stuff and afterwards id regret everything I said and id want to apologize but never do it. […]
