Taking my own life sounds terrible to other people right now but to me it sounds really good right now. I keep hearing about how this little 12 year old girl committed suicide because she was bullied so much it pushed her to that point. You don’t understand how much that made me break down inside and cry. Today is the day after the 12 year anniversary of the 9/11 attack. I lost my uncle in that terrible attack. And people expect me to get over him? He was a hero. He saved so many people, On his way up the stairs again to save […]
Being asked to take care of your 19 year old cousin’s kids because she abandons them, friends drama and my mother getting on my last nerves! please someone help me ! Any advice ? I really need it ! 🙁
I am realizing a day at a time that I’m losing you. I’m realizing everything that I feel for you is disappearing. I’m realizing day by day that I am losing a lot of things to live for. The meaning to live is dissolving in to dust. Just blowing away with the wind. And you see me upset losing myself all you do is walk away. I’m sorry I waste your time, When you see me quiet you should know that I had enough with everything…….You should know I am down and lost when I am quiet. When I am quiet that means I am […]
Nothing has changed. Me and my mom took a little break from each other thinking it would help to bring down the tension. It got all worse and almost got violent. My mom says she is afraid to hit me one minuet and then swings at me the next. She complains I don’t do anything at the house. I DO EVERYTHING ! She just sits on the couch and drinks and complains. I can understand my mom has a lot of stress on her. She is a teacher but she does not need to bring all her crap on me. This year is my year […]
why did my mom keep me. Cant she see she isn’t cut out for having  a 13 year old? She has all these mental problems. She drinks almost every night and threatens me. I have done nothing to her and she said she wants to hurt me or give me to my dad. whats the point of being here if my mom doesn’t want me.