I don’t have any motivation to do anything anymore. I use to think about suicide a lot, since I was in High school. It made me so happy just thinking about it. I have never harmed myself intentionally, but now I am in community college since I couldn’t focus in high school. I feel even shittier, I’m failing everyone of my classes. I always daydream that I was alone in a house overlooking a jungle. I just wish I could pay attention, and participate in the classroom discussion. I just hate how I am complaining even though there are people out there worse than me. […]
