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Senses Fail – Hair Of The Dog

by bamuel 5/3/2011

written by bamuel

Empty frames on the floor
there’s nothing left to prove who I was before.
I’ll burn the pictures before I leave
and wipe my prints off from the scene,
The embers will help me to grieve.

I need a drink to take, to take me through the day
Sometimes I lie awake and think of my mistakes.
Was there ever a time we weren’t dying
and I wasn’t lying?
I know I fucked up the last two years of your life.

Empty boxes by the door, I’m throwing out all
the clothes that I once wore.
They just don’t seem to fit my shape right now.
My […]

5/3/2011 1 comment

I am still here

by bamuel 5/1/2011

written by bamuel

@all the people i spoke to last night…lol…;I’m not saying i didn’t try, just, i’m still here. even saw the ex today, went as well as i could have hoped i guess, which wasn’t great at all. wouldn’t be fair to get back with her anyway, if she changed her mind and wanted to get back with me it would only be out of pity, so thats why she doesn’t know about any of this, wouldn’t be fair on her, especially as it’s not exactly her fault. but just thought i would say.

5/1/2011 3 comments

Incase

by bamuel 4/30/2011

written by bamuel

i guess i’ve wondered what people who succeeded on here posted last. did they just stop posting? or say goodbye. I’d rather the latter, I only want to say if i succeed tonight, or over the weekend, that i apreciate everything people have said on here. and i wish everyone on here the best, in whatever you choose, and i hope you do think and make the right decisions.

4/30/2011 33 comments

Experiment

by bamuel 4/29/2011

written by bamuel

absolutly the wrong name and worst name, but there we go, lol. i have been told mt feeling are all frm my relationships, and that it’s the loss alone…ALONE that has made me feel this way. and that if another girl comes along, no matter what id feel 10x better. this…an absolute lie!!! but i will humor this, if any females out there feeling as i do, would like to connect, email me apkelly187@live.co.uk. I’d gladly chat about your feeling and so forth, but would like to show, and to be honest this is to myself aswell as my friend, that a female in my […]

4/29/2011 2 comments

Lost It All

by bamuel 4/28/2011

written by bamuel

I recently lost my girlfriend, by that i mean we broke up, this is not the first time obviously, I lost a girlfriend over a year ago too, after 3 years, that was hard, was the first girlfriend I ever lost, so granted it would be harder, but i got through it with the friends I had and i got a band together, it was great, I was finally feeling hope again, then through my drummer i met a girl, Becca. We met literally 3 times briefly, in groups, we didn’t really even talk, but i got her number and we met up one ngiht […]

4/28/2011 58 comments

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