Today is my birthday. I never celebrate and rarely tell others that it’s today. Unfortunately, my family knows, so i have to deal with them coming over and bringing some food and blablabla.
I d like to spend it alone, thinking about how im still not moving forward. Thinking that its just another year of failures, disapointments and suffering.
If everything goes alright, 2016 august 28 will be a lot better. It will be my last anniverssary and my last day alive
Hello, this is my first post.
I’ve read a few posts on this site since i started using it yesterday. I see a lot of you has been struggling since your childhood. You had it hard. You had a lot of problems.
I cant relate to that. My life has been “very good” since I can remember. My family wasnt the best, but they all love me and are very nice. I have great friends, the best i couldve found. I look good and I’m really smart. I got to know what love is and STILL ive been contemplating suicide ever since I was 15.
It’s very hard […]