hate disappointing him,the sound of his voice rings in my head,try to put myself into his situation and know how he is feeling,its so hard when you love someone so much you just want everything to go right,you cant die cause you live for that person you love,knowing their alright means so much to you,try to please them but its never good enough,feel everyone hates me and no matter what i do i cannot make anyone happy im a failure in life nothing has ever gone right don’t want to go in detail cause its hurts so much thinking about it,he hurts me sometimes and […]
well i tried committing suicide several times and i cant seem to die maybe there’s a purpose for me to be alive on this earth i have cried no ones there to catch my tears or to give me their shoulder to cry on no ones there to mend my broken heart to help me through the frustration and stress i have a eating disorder which is anorexia my online boyfriend takes money from me but i love him to much to let him go he took like 10000 dollars from me my family said they would make sure they kill him if i die […]