What makes this ironic is that I have a huge tattoo on my arm that says “never regret”.
I just feel so guilty and stupid. I was just reading old conversations on my email with my dad and I now see how he was trying to help me so bad and I was just plain stupid, acting like I didnt give a fuck.
I don’t really know whats wrong with me. I’m always fucking up. I can’t control myself. I don’t even know why I’m writing this, i just want to let it all out.
I’m only 21 years old and I already fucked up my entire life. Everyone around me tried to help me, but I was too stupid to listen. I thought I had it all figured out. I thought life was a game. I thought I didn’t need anyone. Now I realize how stupid I was.
Now everyone has left me. They don’t care anymore. I took them for granted. My father doesn’t talk to me anymore. […]
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