I tried hanging myself with a shoelace just now. I wasn’t off the ground, it was tied around my door handle and the other end my neck while I sat on the ground. I’ve even seen a successful video on this being done and I don’t understand why mine wasn’t successful. Anyway, I could barely breathe and I could feel myself getting lightheaded and my ears even felt weird like almost numb, but I sat there for a very long ass time and did not pass out or die. Wth! Can anyone explain why this could have failed? It was not bc I didn’t wait […]
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bipolar_and_never_enough
I have bipolar, anxiety, DDM and self-hate. Everyday is a bigger battle than you could imagine. I've gone days with no sleep, because of anxiety, and days with no food, because of severe depressives. I want to die because of the anxiety and DDM the most.