Maybe my deep dark secret of depression is caused by my hormonal imbalance. I am 28 and showing significant physical symptoms of menopause. Maybe it is just stress. My periods are either too often or non-existent. Now they are more non-existent than anything all though I hate the damn thing anyways I’m pretty sure my hormones make me psychotic. In the past 3 months I finally get 1 and it lasts 2 days? On the other hand I have stressful things in my life. My husband is a drug addict. My numbers at work have been dropping (because I’ve been too stressed to focus) […]
One day I will probably kill myself by driving my vehicle into the water at a boating dock and drowning when no one is around to save me. As bad as suicide is I think an even worse fate would be to be saved and come back all retarded or a vegetable. I have known for about 4 years that I would kill myself one day. I know there are people who will miss me. Trust me, I have 2 kids. I love them very much. I even love myself. I am just undeniably unhappy in this life because of my past and a life […]