This is my way to say goodbye to the ones I couldn’t reach. Sorry I couldn’t be helped out of this and not because you guys didn’t try. Thanks for everything.
Things have turned out way different than I ever thought they would or could. I’m not saying they are good or bad, just different. I don’t want it to be like this. I don’t want to hurt others but it seems that either way it will happen. I’m told things will get “better” but what exactly does that mean? I can’t keep going on like this everyday. I wish things would have been different but they aren’t, because it’s me. Me. That is the problem. I want my kids to be happy, I want him to be happy and I can’t be here if I […]