I’m really sick of dead separation with my loved ones. This is the reason I don’t want to live anymore. My grand mother left me six months ago. I can’t ever see her anymore. My grandmother ,who was always there for me, was not existed anymore. It’s really (really) painful, I cry almost ever night. She died from dementia. I didn’t take great care of her. I was impatient and yell at her sometimes. So I CANT FORGIVE MYSELF. Also I don’t want to see my loved one die anymore. So I want to stop being alive . Life is depressing, anything can […]
